Welcome to my 5th skin.. happy that you will come to the extend of 5th of my blogskin.. haha.. stop the craps.. anyway.. this skin i did it with mood as usual.. its about a guy protect a girl secretly.. like a guardian angel.. but doesnt want to express his love to her.. well.. quite sad.. actually thats a past me.. but not now.. not anymore.. well anyway thanks for visiting...
*i detest*
*Being looked down
*Being criticised by own friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me
*i love*
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
Wish upon it
*Be happy forever
*Have the N91 phone
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*A laptop
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*New Clothes
*Pass my O LvL
*Friends that really care
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam
*The Story*
{[Lonely]} was the beginning of my life.. no1 else beside me.. crying.. no1 knows.. heartbroken.. hide in my heart... being bullied was the only childhood life i ever experience...
{[Family]}... to me is jus a messy relationship.. my family was a whole mess... nobody cares what happening to their related.. except mom... who working hard to bring us up...but.. no1 really knows about me.. no1.. not even mom..
{[Life]} is sickening.. getting older.. matured.. able to curb emotions.. but so.. loneliness lingers around me... having friends.. but seem nothing.. my existence to them is just like.. a toy to them to play.. no1 cares about me.. hurting...
{[My Life]}... i just a normal boy.. who wanted to have friends... life going to change after secondary life? no 1 knows... things arent going to be the same.. even thoug friends doesnt respect me.. i cherished the time i with them... Losing them.. maybe... 43v3r...
{{Trueself]} what is it.. i dont even know myself.. what am i? why should i life? what i life for? what what what!!!??? so many question inside me.. but who can answer... who can..i wanted to know..